Full
Circle & Then Some..
by Aliah Selah
Returning
to Amsterdam was quite magical in the context of all that was happening
to help us to go, against all odds. First of all, when
I was invited to play at the A2A
Music Festival, we didn't have
the money to go. However, it had been a very special spiritual quest
to go there years ago and I took returning to Amsterdam as as a sign
to prove my faith and willingness to do what Spirit wanted, whether
I go or not. So on pure faith, and what I felt was Spirit's orders,
I went ahead and told them I would be doing the showcase. As soon
as we committed to go, the miracles started happening. While cleaning,
I found some old TWA Frequent Flyer miles from 10 years ago that we
never used, enough for 1 & 1/2 tickets. Then, while we were in
New York the next week, I put my alto up for sale in a woodwind specialty
shop and my prayers became focused with the mantra: "If it is
your will- Alto to Amsterdam". When we got home, I found
out that TWA doesn't go to Amsterdam and the extra travel costs would
not make it worth it. However, within the month, TWA was bought out
by American Airlines and they did go to Amsterdam. The timing was
amazing the way it all came together for us each step of the way.
All this was proving my faith, being in release about going, and praying
only to serve by doing Spirit's will, either way.
The biggest conformation
came when my Mark VI Alto Sax (I enjoy playing Tenor so much more
now) sold on the very day we had to pay for the tickets- selling in
that New York shop within a week after the September 11th tragedy.
Then, there was the challenge of just going on a plane anywhere, (especially
with my son) only 3 weeks after September 11th had happened.
I had written 2 new songs about the life changing experience that
our country was sharing and I felt compelled to take the journey so
I could share them with folks in Europe. My intuition told me we would
be safe and I had to trust that as part of the vision quest.
The final sign that
we should really go was that nearing our departure date, I lost my
voice, so I felt I had to canceled the trip & I did- why go if
I can't sing? Then, a healer friend and percussionist
I was playing with (Harvey Trahan) came to our house and gave me two
healings, two days in a row & I felt my voice returning. So I
called the airlines and the next miracle was when the airlines let
me change our tickets- with no added costs and then the festival gave
me back my slot.
We got there a day
before the gig. The next day, the day of the gig, I was told
by a woman who did PR for the festival to go to a New Age bookstore,
to put up my poster about my showcase at the De
Brokke Theater (which turned out to be this amazing huge theater
by the way) & to ask them sell my CD's there. I casually
asked the person who worked there if they knew "Rebecca (I didn't
even have her last name) who was a healer who had been my friend years
ago there.. I remember she had done dances to each of the Bach Flower
Remedies-" (that was all I remembered that would have her stand
out). Then, the guy handed me her phone #, (apparently she had
worked there at one point) and I got a hold of her in time for her
to go to the gig that night. This made the whole trip so meaningful
to me. Reconnecting with my friend that had helped me so much
while I was in Amsterdam the first time.. years ago. Other than being
a spiritual guide on the path, she also helped me by letting me stay
in her friend's house boat (converted barge on the Damsel) back then,
while I prepared for my concert at the Kosmos where slide backgrounds
were also incorporated into the "A Dancer For Peace" show.
I was inspired by Peace Pilgrim, (who traveled by foot 7x's across
the US in the name of peace) to begin traveling as "A Dancer For Peace"
(at the Kosmos in Amsterdam the concert was on the same bill as Timothy
Leary's Evolution Tour) and as I traveled the tour became more and
more of a spiritual quest.
She did an amazing
healings on both Paz & I, and I did a Transparenting Tarot/I-Ching
reading for her and her boyfriend Luke, who's also a musician and
also turned us on to his soon to be release CD. We're now in contact
through e-mailing. The wondrous journey, all so that I could
reconnect with Rebecca.. who now also has taken her hebrew name of
Rifka. She was radiant as I remembered.. her healing was powerful
and her art is blossoming, she's even working with Luke on a poetic
performance art CD. To have her see how much I'd grown spiritually
& musically since my first visit was a real confirmation for me
of my growth. Through her eyes, I could see how far my music
has come - I was able to share my first solo CD Acoustic
Perfume and second one Shades
Of Images. Through the concert, I was able to share many
of the songs that will be on the upcoming 3rd solo CD (that was to
be called Wildflowers and now is being called IN LIGHT OF NOW - that I am writing on ABLETON LIVE. Songs that are inspired by what I now call "Spiritual
Activism". This continues my "A Dancer For Peace" dedication
to world peace through inner peace (inspired by Peace Pilgrim) from
back when I knew Rifka years ago. I also shared some of my more intimate
songs in a private concert for her and some friends that will be on
my other CD's now in pre-production: (Bless The Water & Bein' Bare) about
doing the deep spiritual growth of "getting real" and being
who we is. Blessings to people like Rifka who helped me to believe
in myself early on - I have them to thank for where I am now. I seek
to be a similar force to as many folks as I can - to help them encourage
their art through a Web/TV show: Creative
Evolution.
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